BTW..

the doctor that i thought i got into...informed me that they have no room for me...so a no go on the doc...i am just bout to give up and have this baby all by myself!!!!!! its so damn frustrating!

well damn it

well i wrote a nice long entry for today...but since Aaron doesn't know how to keep his hands off things....he erased it all....i was starting to feel better letting everything out....now i am just even more pissed off that he erased it...so much for that post i am not writing it all out anymore!!!!! ugh, today is gonna be a long ass day..i already feel like crying somemore!

yay!

omg!! yay!!! i got into the doctor place i tried for!! i am so excited and hope they call me today or tomorrow to set up my time!! All they needed was for some medical records which i called a got Dr redmans office to fax them just the info from this pregnancy and then send all my records to me snail mail!!! so if the doc offive has any questions i can can give them the rest!! Dr Redmans office wouldn't fax the whole thing they said my folder was to big LOL!! thats all i wanted to write ...was that i am finally into a doc!!! hope for the ultrasound :) LOL..

Wow..am i lazy or what..its been a hell of a long time since i wrote!!

Hello All!!!
Its been ages upon Ages since i wrote in this darn blog!! I have been so busy that i just forget..or i have nothing to report!! I still do not have much to report! We never got to find out the babies sex stupid doctor!!! But since i have moved down here to norman and am in the process of finding a new doctor i am hoping that i will be lucky enough to hit it big with another U/S. I had a dream last night i had a girl but then i dreamt again that i had Boy Girl twins...Go figure!! I know thats all a dream because my 15 week u/s only showed one :) thank god..lol even though it was nice in the dream to be able to carry one in each arm i think it real life i would end up dropping one lol!! but i am 23 weeks...Monday i will be 24 weeks...which is the big 6 Months!! Time has gone by so fast its amazing! The baby kicks up a storm never leaves me alone i tell my mom that Aaron is just like my brother, caleb is just like his father, Now i just need one that is just like my sister (lord help us) LOL mom said she kicked 24/7! I am so hoping this is a girl!! We have thought of names but i am again rethinking...not sure if i like my girls name anymore..I did find something cute tho..i want to name my Boy elijah ...and today as i was looking a photo contest i saw a pic of a cute little girl name Alijah...now...we may have something here!!!!

Why not have it to where if its a Boy..its elijah..and if its a girl is Alijah...how cute would that be!! Most people probably wouldn't like it but i think its a super cute idea.. Elijah Alexander or Alijah Jonell *shrugs* still on the drawing board so don't flip on me!! hehehe!!

Kenny is in the process of getting accepted to OU and we both have jobs so hoping by the first of june we can get our own place...and leave my poor mom and sister alone!! I found this doctor place that seems good...its run by all females so i thought i would try it out...specializes in women of course so it could be fun!! I just figured i would like to have a place that actually acted like they cared once in a while...Lord know ol Redman didn't do anything hisself anymore the nurse did everything he just came in sat down went thru ur chart and asked how u felt...then left...See you in 4 weeks he would say!!! My Lord ???? what a great doctor!!! Lmao!!!

but neways that is it for now i think!!! Hopefully i remember to write in this thing soon..LOL definetly if i have a ultrasound!!!! :)