Well as the world turns!!!

ugh, as the world turns things seem to just get harder!!! i have finally got an OB and have a appointment on monday that i have to reschedule for thrusday or friday because that is the only days Kenny has off!! I was feeling great till i hit 26 weeks now i feel real big and my headaches are coming back!! I'm still at moms and feel like i have WAY overstayed my welcome. I just wish people would understand that its not easy running after my kids (who btw have gotten extremely bad since we moved here) and then after they have gone to sleep and i actually have time to rest..everyone expects me to bend over and pic up all there toys. Its getting very hard for me to do anything...i can barely walk up and down the stairs or anything! It would be nice for some help once in a while...or when i look frustrated and about to cry maybe a "i see your getting upset at them keli why don't you go rest a few mins and i will watch them" No..because no one wants to responsibility to do anything! Mom reads this but i don't care...the other day she made a comment when i told her i thought my blood pressure was up she says " well don't stroke out because then i would have to watch you kids and i have tons of stuff to do" GEEZ that made me feel so great! She forgets that when i was young people watched me all the time for her!! MY grandma! Maybe grandmas are different these days but its still hard i still need breaks sometimes too...everyone deserves one!!! Its getting to the point where i get up and notice my mail has been thrown on the floor...the kids toys are just being kicked around! I know things are not getting done but give me some damn slack!! i'm trying!! If its not one thing its another!!! I will be out of this house the 24th can we not all just try to get along till then!!! i even try not to talk abotu my pregnancy or complain about it at all. Because i know she doesn't wanna hear about it i know she just doesn't care!! So i just keep my mouth shut most the time!!! Its sad that i have to vent on here...i have no one else to talk to! I thought coming here would make things better me and mom could go out and do things have more of a relationship but its not happening. I never thought i would say this but i wanna go back to Lawton!! Ugh i am done here...i just wanna cry now how come things never ever get better for me!! Its always so damn hard to be happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!